Word to B Rose

Dear past self
This whole it's B thing at the end of your songs is dope
I know you randomly did it at first but it's kinda gonna be your thing
And also
Good choice by not making B Rose your rap name
Your real name is better
You'll be glad you did that

Word to B Rose
Just a name for me bro
No link to an alter ego
Just a guy on vaca who is on average coming back with three hoes
Playing with the cards that I'm dealt but I'm not taking in casinos
About the vaca, I'll never do it again then
Cause the last girl that I met turned out to be one of my best friends
Laugh with laziness
Madness, craziness
Nothing like being good friends with ya past relationships
First song in the making
Friends all in the basement
Tension is what I named it
B Rose was created
It lowkey was a sick name
It fit great to spit wait, not sure why I showed it hate
So if I ever succeed while making music and if I hit fame
They will know the real me but B Rose has been a nickname
I would beat 6ix9ine on a beat, losing's none in a billion
Beat up 6ix9ine with six 9's like I'm one away from a million

That is six 9's but right now I'm getting high and zoinked
Talking to the beat like I smoked you, this a fire joint
I'm not actually smoking, don't blame me if you decide to point
Like cocaine next to heroin, that last line was beside the point
I don't do all that but think about it, point and line
I go crazy when I destroy a rhyme
My friends joke like you should put out a song about sex and drugs
That's as much as I'll do, that's a subject I will never touch
I don't write about ket and vapors
Those last lines are best I'll do like a good conclusion on an essay paper
Damn
This shit making me smile
I don't judge unlike a trial
Putting up numbers like a dial
These bars are like fish
You might catch one after awhile

I'm a sick assassin
I'm so blessed to have the gift of rapping
The W was silent there
Sleep on me, I would dare
Them to do it more because continuing as I prepare
To make a name for myself is motivating my repair
I day dream about scenarios, I sit with silent stares
And what would happen in certain situations if I were there
If we split, I'd strike and care
In my lane with lines beware
Tire? Where?
A bowling scheme is the only thing that I could spare
Haha
Guys I swear

I try to be a good example
I know that at times I can probably be a handful
But I'm humble, I can reverse it back
Cause if I have fire round I ferris wheel turn you to a circus act

But I don't look like it
Right?
I look just like a kid who has no knowledge on life
But I've been around all races, mostly black and white
So I have understanding for blacks but without knowing what it is like
BLM, no one greater
This a letter to myself, not you
Grab the notebook paper

Dear future self
Right now you're feeling more loved by distant friends
I don't know why but you still feel like some people treat you as a joke
They give you your motivation right now
As they should
You've fixed relationships with people
You're happy with that now but I dont know if it'll mean much in the long run
You know we change our mind a lot
It's B