Notre Dame

On me
Look what done happened to Andy
He tried to suppress
Now he's reloading
So, somebody stop him
He's gonna take all of this shit to the head

Go preach
To someone who's willing to listen
I'll get, instead, after I did everything that I did
Follow into my footsteps
You'll wish you were dead

And that's on me
Pull yourself together and you're gonna be alright
Nothing's closer than the bond between me and my fam
We tight
Hold yourself and watch your back
'Cause there's no one to rely
I was told I had two options
So, I had to pick a side

I don't hold the picket fence
I jump
And that's a do or die
Officers put me into the cuffs
And I had to comply
When I got out, I still ain't get any type of text reply

Guess, that girl, she still don't want me
So, I'm headed back inside (yeah!)
Obviously I can't obtain nothin'
If not some sense of pride
All my friends are dead and gone
They reachin' for the 'what' and 'why'
Out of service
'Cause their numbers cancelled when they crossed the line
I can't go back to that person
'Cause they're with another guy

What?

And what I'm supposed to with that information?
I got shit up my basement I don't talk about

No lie
It's driving me crazy
The stories I've been erasing
What am I supposed to make of it?

Everything, dawg
The source is overpowered
Something like Ebony Maw
I was up against it
I was just seventeen, dawg
I was unruly
And I was ahead of the law

Yeah

(Yeah, yeah!)

So, mess wit' me, dawg
(Mess wit' me, mess with me)
I don't really like to fight
But they testin' me, dawg
(Testin' me)
Dissociation gonna rise and then better me, dawg

You don't even know
But how would you know that I've been arrested a lot?

(How would you know that?)

How could you know?
My frown is so low
It come and it goes

(Aye)

Probably a reason that I just be restin' a lot

(But why would you go there?)

I just enter through the exit and waste time to stall

This ain't a cope (nope)
Image too broke (down)
For me to grow (up)
Like you to like
Like me to go
Watch when it snow
It wouldn't stick
Commes des garçons

Aye

Look
But I don't wanna have to say goodbye
I don't wanna have to lie again
I don't wanna have to save a life
When I am cooped up in the lion's den

This life ain't nothin' but to age or die
We're getting older as the time commenced
Honestly, I'm fuckin' scared to fly
Can't say the same about my lighter friends

Existential thoughts to bear in mind
Crying in my house, I'm high again
I would like to keep it all 1k with you if you ever said "Hi" again

Never have no time to clarify
Honestly, we're busy cyclin'
Going through all of the motions, phases
Searchin' for a bit of righteousness

Some people may prefer to coast the plain
And search for everything it's hiding in
Man, I couldn't be on no "Notre Dame"
I need me everything she tryna give

Guess, that girl, she still don't want me
So, I'm headed back inside

Obviously I can't obtain nothin'
If not some sense of pride

All my friends are dead and gone
They reachin' for the 'what' and 'why'

Out of service
'Cause they're numbers cancelled when they crossed the line

I can't go back to that person 'cause they're