V I R U S

Fantasy
Is you and me
I take the pills
Reality

And then, again
I let you in
You rush my pulse, my veins
And my bloodstream

Now, I will never be the same, again
You intend to heal me, but you scar me, and
Your words like germs
Spread throughout inside my brain
(You're inside my head)

Now, I will never feel the same, again
You think you love me
But you only make me ill
You think you know me
But you've always played pretend
(You're in my head)

(I know you love to hurt)

I have no shield, no sword, no words
To fight a virion
With my defenses gone
Can't imagine me in a world without you

You bring me down, you made me worse
You opened up eyes and wounds
If only we can say the cure's been inside
Inside your lies (lies, lies, lies)

So, here, you play
You play your game
You bring me up
Anxiety

You've made me feel
So unsafe
So insecure
About myself

Because of you I tried to shoot my shots
You always made me feel so vulnerable
You've disappeared so many times
Should I develop
Immunity

You always coming back for more
All of a sudden
Keeps me drained with no antidote
I've come to believe there is no cure to you
You're in my blood!

I have no shield, no sword, no words
To fight a virion
With my defenses gone
Can't imagine me in a world without you

You bring me down, you made me worst
You opened up eyes and wounds
If only we can say the cure's been inside
Inside your lies (lies, lies, lies)