Pity Vampire

I won't wear my heart on my sleeve
'Cuz I'm still not sure what that means to me
But I don't think I'm planning to leave
I'm too busy enjoying the scenery

I won't wear my heart on my sleeve
'Cuz I'm still not sure what that means to me
But I don't think I'm planning to leave
I'm too busy enjoying the scenery

Stare across the sea and think of me
Honestly, you turned to me so earnestly it hurt it seemed
Your heart was green your eyes they gleamed
Your tongue was mean your soul was blue
Your eyes gave off a different hue
Not something bad just something new
Something old something used

We used to dream beyond the sea
That it could be something complete
A glorious feat to finally reach
That sandless beach where skies were green and grass could scream
And cry and talk and sing and all sorts of miraculous things
I wish I knew the pain it could bring
Before I heard the mirror sing
Sing

Sing repeat a rhyme the mirror said
"You're out of your mind, stick to your head
Stay in your line, stay in your lane say nothing profane
Profane
Profound there's not a soul who will hear you out
You might as well give in to doubt
It's probably right you could buy a house
But not with something as hopeless as this
The more you ignore the less you're in Bliss
You could fix yourself get rid of it"

And I've nearly complied more than once or twice
And constantly sought out some wise advice
From someone my own age or someone that's Thrice
My age my state or my state of mind
I still do today it's a tool I rely
Heavily on that is validation
Talking about stories of past altercations
Drain them of pity it's self-deprecation
I'm a vampire of feelings pointed in my direction

I won't wear my heart on my sleeve
'Cuz I'm still not sure what that means to me