Unspoken Pain

I hate you
I hate yo ass nigga
I hate how you go hang with homies
Come home and want some ass nigga
Then always screaming I'm tripping
Like I did your ass something
Then you apologize, playing victim that's dumb shit
I hate how you so calm when
I'm talking to you
Where's the emotions
I hate how you don't care, but always there
That's playing with my focus
I need devotion, I need peace
And I hate you can't help me find it
I hate how you deny it
Or even more how divided, we've become
But fuck that, cause I hate how I love you
I hate how you have grown to be a man
But still, you are troubled
I put up with your shit, and still when you lost me
You found another bitch
I hate how it was killing me softly
Don't touch me, nigga get off me
And another thing I hate is how because of your cheating
In the back of my mind
It's a bitch when your phone ringing
I told you get your shit together nigga
I thought you listened
Keep fuckin' around
And you won't even make my honorable mention
And now I hate how we happy
I hate how you so mean to me
But such a great fuckin' daddy
And I just hate that I am feeling a way because I'm pregnant
I'm not sure that I mean it
Maybe a case of depression
I'm an emotional wreck, and
Then I love the way you love me

You fuckin' right I do, and if you believe
That inside our imperfections is such a beautiful dream
I know that I've been foolish in the past, I know that I hurt you
I know that cause of my actions, our marriage had a precursor
I know that you are my everything and my heart on my sleeve
But you the reason that I made it here, it's easy to see
And girl I love how you be tripping when I'm in too deep
Girl, you carry my seed, the greatest mother indeed
But I love the way you know me so well
I know we struggle, and I love the way we refuse to fail
It takes a lot for me to get to this point
But some things just need to be heard before it's said and done
You and the kids are my worlds
And you know that
Moving forward don't go back
So hold on to a nigga
Reassure me and refocus



Credits
Writer(s): Fabian Drummond
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