Not Okay

Nothing is for certain
But
I prolly will keep hurting
Cause
I thought that it was worth it
But
You make me feel Uncertain
You made me loose my Mind
Now I'm stuck racing time
But it's running out
An I'm going to slow catch It
You can hear me callin
But
Your still not sayin nothing
Now I'm fucked up fallin
Hoping you will call me
You know I put my all in
Jus to watch leave
But I'm feelin free
An You know I'll make it
I mean rich
Not famous
Hold up
Hear me say this

I needed you to break me
Only then would I start Shaping
My life jus started Changing
Like all of this
Was stages
Don't phase me
I felt you hate me
Holdin feelings deep inside
The only thing on my Mind
At the time
Was you
Now
I'm fine
Without

I'm Astronauticaly faded
I gotta do that shit daily
I thought that you were Amazing
Until the day that you Played me
I Contemplate on my Choices
I
Consintrate on the voices
I'm drinking more
Of your poison
I feel like you were the Reason
That my life was shit

I probably will keep hurtin
Cause I thought that it was Working
You make me feel Uncertain
You made me loose my Mind
Now I'm stuck racing time
But it's running out
An I'm going to slow catch It
You can hear me callin
But
Your still not sayin nothing
Now I'm fucked up fallin
Hoping you will call me
You know I put my all in
Jus to watch you leave
Knowing
This pain
Don't phase you
Cause I felt you hate me
Holdin things inside

You felt my heart jus break
You knew
I was not okay
You heard me call yo name
I begged you to jus stop
I felt you slip away
You help me find my way
But now
I feel insane



Credits
Writer(s): Coby Grissom
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