Lost in Pandemonium

If envy is the deadliest sin, call me Leviathan
If liars get a place at the table, then bring the fire
Guess I'd better make amends with the angels before I die again
I've shaken hands with Death and all his friends
I close my eyes and then
Pretend I'm in a happy place, where everyone cares
No one's lonely, no one's scared, and everybody's always there
When you need them, when you're screaming
What's dreaming? What's wishful thinking?
Now I try to reach my life in the distance
My ship is sinking
In this city of oblivion
I'm lost and so oblivious
So check my mind and hear these voices
Testify for my bad choices

In the land of the long forgotten
Lost our hands in the holy water
Like we're beggars to the martyrs
We've been damned, we don't belong
I don't need a map through all my sorrows
Just a path, one that I can follow
You should know we're not the only ones
Lost in Pandemonium

Days go, always on the same road, laying low
I hope these evil beings don't see me, just look away
These empty streets in my mind, it's like a labyrinth
I've got so many dungeons and dragons up in my path
I can't get out of it
I walk through the valley, the dark abyss of humanity
To the gallows of callousness, narcissism, and vanity
In the shadow of death, where I've been living, counting every breath
Fearing everything until there's nothing else left

In the land of the long forgotten
Lost our hands in the holy water
Like we're beggars to the martyrs
We've been damned, we don't belong
I don't need a map through all my sorrows
Just a path, one that I can follow
You should know we're not the only ones
Lost in Pandemonium and

I've seen my fate through an open door
An open door
Locked it away with no recourse
And no remorse

In the land of the long forgotten
Lost our hands in the holy water
Like we're beggars to the martyrs
We've been damned, we don't belong
We long for better luck tomorrow
Take this bitter pill and swallow
'Cause you know we're not the only ones
Lost in Pandemonium