Tree Sap

Go to work tomorrow next week I get paid
My tree sap
I'll just buy another bottle and I won't be at the bottom
Then I say bottoms up and I woke up in the shower
Burn my hands in bonfires for a round of applause
Think I'll draw my own plan so I guess I'll stick around

I'm blinded by the light
No antidote in sight
Down the bottle then I write
I don't wanna fucking fight these feelings
Board another flight
Intoxicated every night

Take another hit of the shit on the come down
Doing all these drugs cause it feel like you don't come around
Baby where's the love? ain't enough, yes I might drown
In that gold Bacardi at the party you don't know about

Feelings rooted deep
Anxious little fuck I be grinding up my teeth
I've been smoking all day, all night for a week
Hitting on the tree sap I fear for the leaves
Tumbling breeze
This my disease
Come save me, like please
Wake up go to work again
Ain't feel complete
Just popping a perc again
Get on my feet
The feelings they lurk within
Calling defeat

Not an alcoholic just scared of sober thoughts
I just want to fuckin vomit but the bottles 20 dollars
I just wanna feel numb maybe then it's okay
But I go to work tomorrow next week I get paid
My tree sap
I'll just buy another bottle and I won't be at the bottom
Then I say bottoms up and I woke up in the shower
Burn my hands in bonfires for a round of applause
Think I'll draw my own plan so I guess I'll stick around

I sip too much to say up
I'm scared to go to sleep now
I feel like you felt that fear
Nightmares that won't disappear
Like i don't want you to feel like
I just make you want to leave
My melancholy mindset interferes with all my problems

Not an alcoholic just scared of sober thoughts
I just want to fuckin vomit but the bottles 20 dollars
I just wanna feel numb maybe then it's okay
But I go to work tomorrow next week I get paid
My tree sap
I'll just buy another bottle and I won't be at the bottom
Then I say bottoms up and I woke up in the shower
Burn my hands in bonfires for a round of applause
Think I'll draw my own plan so I guess I'll stick around



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan Borowski
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