Difference

Say goodbye and so long
For that B- Ray you knew for so long
It's really goodbye I'm gone
No suicide cause I'm strong
I'm all in the field it's over
I'm drinking I cannot be sober
It's all the pain it took over
Got me thinking all over my sofa
And I'm moving just like a soldier
I'm thinking about trauma I cannot get over
How you love me and knew it was over
Now who over here looking over my shoulder
This life is hard to pick up
It's useless this shit like a boulder
Started selling by the gram
Till I flipped all of that shit over
My life as loose as paper origami that shit folded
Put me in the oven niggas left me to get roasted
High school was all fun
But half these niggas didn't know me
Like was I going dumb
My fault I was a little homie
But now I got little gun
Got niggas running like they Tobi
Clips hot like the sun
Niggas mother gon be lonely
Dressed black like a nun
Darkness got me I keep fighting
Smoking got me feeling numb
I keep fighting like I'm Tyson

I'm moving so sneaky
Niggas be snoozing
I'm making a scene
Shit is a movie
You think shit is funny
Shit is no meme get wrapped up if seen
Nigga a mummy
My gun is so heavy you gon are the Ruger
You think it's a dream
I'm in it like Krueger
Hear my momentum if niggas run up
Get turned into phantom
Shots like a camera

Pain for the longest
Haven't been in church in years
They really thought I lost it
Had hoped but I tossed it
And flush all they dreams right down the fucking toilet
I was bad and annoying
Ain't no body wanna hang cause they thought I was boring
What you thought I would off it
Had to put my heart in this mother fucking coffin
I knew I was falling
So I picked my self up and they thought it was magic
They thought I was laughing
But really who know what really had happened
Every breath getting tragic
Had to dig deep for ya to hear what I'm Rappin
All ya dumb niggas lacking
Don't be the next one to be wrapped up in plastic
I never be lacking no way
Walking these streets I be feeling so safe
I steady be shopping for days
Steady be touching the money both ways
Niggas could really be laced
My niggas could spray up your crib like it's raid
I'm cleaning your crib like a maid
Niggas don't know when I might come and take
My niggas don't know how to move
Nigga don't know when I might change my mood
And bitches be moving so cruel
Have you out here looking a fool
I don't know what I can do
Bitches never fucking lose
But I know the number one rule
Keep chasing pasos and don't try to choose

I'm moving so sneaky
Niggas be snoozing
I'm making a scene
Shit is a movie
You think shit is funny
Shit is no meme get wrapped up if seen
Nigga a mummy
My gun is so heavy you gon are the ruger
You think it's a dream
I'm in it like Krueger
Hear my momentum if niggas run up
Get turned into phantom
Shots like a camera