Pain

Umm umm
I swear
I ain't going back

No no
No no

No more pain
No more games

My mind
Been going crazy
Cuz i been traumatized
Trapped behind a closed door
Looking for a way out
Umm
P.T.S.D
Done Got Da Best Of Me
Perky after perky
Tryna fight off my demons
Fuck taking a break
Or going to sleep
Can't miss out on my dreams
All i see is blood and money
One eye red
One eye green
Can't let em see me weak
Keep making em believe
Getting to da cream
Staying concrete

Gotta do all i can do
Before i see my last days
Been trying to figure a way out
Planning me an escape
You can be in the streets or not
Ain't nobody really safe
Pray that none of my people
Never see anotha court date

Put some power on ya name
And step up ya game
Watch how dey say you changed
Cuz you ain't holding out ya hand
I know dey wanna see me
Fall crash and burn
I'm still holding on
Staying strong
remaining firm
Feds Watching me
Can't catch a case
Can't leave a trace
I was starving waiting in line
For peanut butter trays
Gotta make my dreams reality
Before i turn to ashes
Been Struggling for too long
But i know it won't last
When i get deep in ma thoughts
I pop a perky
And go roll
Suffering from depression
In da hole my cell was cold
Cant wait till all my bros
Come home from da road
Can't be a victim to da system
They keep you till ya old
Young nigga caught a body
Wit a dirty gun
Sitting with no bond
Looking wild and dumb
He had to go to trial
With a p.d
No defense
He lossed and got a l
Judge hit em with da max
Too much pain
Fucked up my brain
Mind traumatized
But i ain't gone cry
Keep grinding till my life expire
Had me caged like a dog
Till i jumped like a frog
Had to start from scratch
Build up shit from da ground

My mind
Been going crazy
Cuz i been traumatized
Trapped behind a closed door
Looking for a way out
Umm
P.T.S.D
Done Got Da Best Of Me
Perky after perky
Tryna fight off my demons
Fuck taking a break
Or going to sleep
Can't miss out on my dreams
All i see is blood and money
One eye red
One eye green
Can't let em see me weak
Keep making em believe
Getting to da cream
Staying concrete



Credits
Writer(s): Jean Joseph
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