S.O.T.M (feat. Lamar Shima)

I'm so misunderstood
I thought you were an angel coz to me you were a muse
We hung out way too often and you did keep me amused
But you picked another person so I really am confused
Nowadays I'm feeling lost
I thought we were an item
And when I came around all you ever did was hide it
I told you all my secrets
I never thought about it
Guess I'm really half to blame coz I thought you felt the same
Now I can see oh I can see
That I played myself that's what it means
So don't tell me it's not what I think
Cannot trust nobody or a thing
Then I really started falling out
I didn't do this for the clout
Tell me that we lost the spark
What the fuck you talking 'bout
I gave you a shoulder every time when you were crying out
And now because of you I run in circles like a roundabout

Surfing on the moon surfing on moon
Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue
Higher altitude higher altitude
Just take me take me to another pedestal
Surfing on the moon surfing on moon
Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue
Higher altitude higher altitude
Just take me take me to another pedestal

You love to pick a bone
You love to find the fault with what I do and what I don't
With every little thing you up the volume of your tone
Swear sometimes it feels like this is just a house and not a home
Coz you see me as a waste, see I don't know the meaning
I guess being the first one of the pack is so demeaning
I know I got my siblings
And age is just a number coz with every passing year
You still try to be controlling
Always at the house
You ain't even working while your mates are out
Look turn down your headphones coz they really loud
Every time you going out
Blowing up my cellphone when it's turning dark
Barely even praise me for the things I'm doing right
Like my grades are really sprouting out
Shit so green like brussel sprouts
Said I'm dressing like a tout
What the fuck you talking bout
You the reason why I do not like to have my friends around
I swear upon my kids that I am done with trying to make you proud

Surfing on the moon surfing on moon
Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue
Higher altitude higher altitude
Just take me take me to another pedestal
Surfing on the moon surfing on moon
Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue
Higher altitude higher altitude
Just take me take me to another pedestal

I'm surfing on the moon like Kelly Slater Jackson waves be the caption
Niggas swear they lost in the sauce but they be capping
You think verse is fire but I only spit a fraction
Still a brother stay ready for that action in case Kiesha call
Ask a nigga where his ass been
I been in the studio spitting bars with Rizzy yo gangster paradise
Got me busting like I'm Coolio

Might build a rocket ship and take my family out up space
Born sinner but my name means God's grace
I'm at the finish line you still tryna tie your lace
Sipping Henny on a cloud damn that's a different taste

The opposite of a optimist I think that's obvious the way I sound ominous
Once I start spazzing ain't no single way of stopping it
Rizzy and Lamar nigga vibe with us (yeah)

Surfing on the moon surfing on moon
Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue
Higher altitude higher altitude
Just take me take me to another pedestal
Surfing on the moon surfing on moon
Put me in the mood swear I'm feeling blue
Higher altitude higher altitude
Just take me take me to another pedestal



Credits
Writer(s): Raluchukwu Chukwuemeka, Chukwuemeka Chidera
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