What's Wrong?

Now here I go freaking out again
The tingling in my hands, my pulse starts beating out my chest
To think a year ago I never felt like this
The pins and needles sting
Like I was never supposed to feel anything

We grew this garden right from the start when
There was nothing but seeds and soil

Say it again with conviction man
You've got everything depending on this
Just admit it's addiction and it's taking all the help you can get

Once in awhile every now and then
I get caught up in my plans
Until my lungs start speaking out again
It doesn't matter if I swear I buried it
When sifting through the sand
The castle walls will always stand

We grew this garden right from the start when
There was nothing but seeds and soil

Say it again with conviction man
You've got everything depending on this
Just admit it's addiction and it's taking all the help you can get

And if you're pulling the weeds just to start a fire
And everything's wasted in constant desire
Then fuck it, let's fade away on a high
Nothing ever winds up the same but everything's fine

Say it again with conviction man
You've got everything depending on this
Just admit it's addiction and it's taking all the help you can get
Say it a thousand times but it won't mean shit
If you don't stand by it
Just say it again, try to convince yourself that
It's all gonna work out in the end