187 (feat. Rasual)

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
What
This nigga Walt went crazy

Look
Yeah
I said one eight
Seven
You know I walk around with that thang
I said one eight
Seven
Cause niggas killing dreams all day
I said one eight
Seven
You better watch around my way
I said one eight huh
Cause niggas kill dreams everyday that's off tops

How long before you let go
And give in
A question I've never answered
Said the thought alone is a cancer
Point of direction I need a tip like a dancer
Let me ask you this
Right
For your dreams would you fight or turn to a pacifist
Said Father Time will test you to see where your passion is
Opportunities presented ain't notice you passing it
Pft
But maybe I did
I'm ashamed of the life that I live
Should double up my ethic then times ten 'cause times ticking
But depression a road that's never ending
I'm jaded from all the forks in it
So many niggas on my path with a gun and a death wish
For the dreams I been chasing since 11 i don't fucking get it
So I'm riding in my Civic and I'm speeding away
And every time I see my demons I say

I say no not again
I say no not again
Cause we've been down this road before
I say no not again
I say no not again
Cause we've been down this road
Yeah
I said one eight
Seven
You know I walk around with that thang
I said one eight
Seven
Cause niggas killing dreams all day
I said one eight
Seven
You better watch around my way
I said one eight huh
Cause niggas kill dreams everyday that's off tops

I said I'm feeling like I'm trapped
And I'm the biggest I've ever been
Name in conversations they've never been
And what's up with that
Maybe it's the limitations of my mental
But honestly I feel like that's cap
Shit maybe it's growth
Or honestly shit maybe it's both
At this point I just know what I don't know
And that's truly a lot
That's why I gotta thank the Lord for my pops
And my moms and every one that I got
Cause on this long road the little things that go the furthest
How the fuck am I the judge and I don't know the verdict
Yeah the best and the worst
Swear to god I'm a gift and a curse
And everyday I have a lesson to learn
Like how the fuck you CEO
Back when I used to call Erinn Eyo
Rap weed and bitches was the motherfucking trio
Now a nigga grown and I'm battling my thinking
But I keep that thang on me when depression start creeping nigga

I say no not again
I say no not again
Cause we've been down this road before
I say no not again
I say no not again
Cause we've been down this road
Yeah
I said one eight
Seven
You know I walk around with that thang
I said one eight
Seven
Cause niggas killing dreams all day
I said one eight
Seven
You better watch around my way
I said one eight huh
Cause niggas kill dreams everyday that's off tops