Lining Them Up

I can handle this like I've handled this
It's the same thing I've been doing all along
This is how it is
So just deal with it
It's the same thing I've been doing all along

And it kills me
And it thrills me
How fucked up I can get
And I'm still asking, "Why?"

For your troubles and for mine
For my secrets, for my lies
Forget it
Go on, line them up again
Go

I can't live with this, like I've lived with this
It's the same thing I've been doing all along
And I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
It's the same thing I've been doing all along

And I mean it
And I need it
So fucked up I forget and I'm still asking, "Why?"

For the anger for the hate
For the catch and for the bait
Forget it
Go on, line them up again

For the truth and the deceit
For the guilt and the relief
Forget it
Go on, line them up again

Each night for me, it's the same dream repeated
That I'm someone good, doing what I should
Then I wake up wishing I could stay asleep

For the want and for the hope
For the anchor and the rope
Forget it
Go on, line them up again

For the madness and the shame
For the worry for the pain
Forget it
Go on, line them up again

Oh God forgive me
(I'll line them up and You throw 'em down)
Forget it, please don't line them up again
(I'll line them up and You throw 'em down)

Oh God forgive me
(I'll line them up and You throw 'em down)
Forget it
Please don't line them up again