The Balance

I don't know what I'm doin anymore not sure if I ever did
So I wake each morning with a dollar and a dream and a half pack of Marlboro reds
I'm tired of sitting on my ass so I stand up and I scratch my head
Everybody's moving really fast I'm just getting outta bed

I don't understand what I did to myself to get like this yeah I got high anxiety
When I'm doin better I just fuck up and regress and just blame it on society
And wallow in self pity til I see the light and laugh at me and find myself again
It's a combination of being cursed and blessed gotta find the balance in myself

Sometimes I look at my cellphone when I feel nervous
Other times I get what I wanted but it's always too much
All the time I find myself doin these things that I can't explain
Only those who care to listen will know my name

I don't understand what I did to myself to get like this yeah I got high anxiety
When I'm doing better I just fuck up and regress and just blame it on society
And wallow in self pity til I see the light and laugh at me and find myself again
Its a combination of being cursed and blessed gotta find the balance in myself

I don't understand what I did to myself to get like this yeah I got high anxiety
When I'm doing better I just fuck up and regress and just blame it on society
And wallow in self pity til I see the light and laugh at me and find myself again
Its a combination of being cursed and blessed gotta find the balance in myself



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Writer(s): James Ennis
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