Stars

You put the stars in my sky
But you made them fade away
Dark nights, dark hearts
Can't have you in my arms

Now I'm up here
In the clouds
Only way to make the thought of you go away
Rain rain every single day
Cause I can't take back all the memories
Of when you cared
And you were there
Didn't need to numb myself cause it was okay
I'll never feel it
Cause I feel nothing
But the pain you left
Is somehow still there
It's tucked away

You put the stars in my sky
But you made them fade away
Dark nights, dark hearts
Can't have you in my arms

I've been writing songs about how I feel
Cause you don't care enough to ask
And how I'm doing isn't hard to tell
Cause anyone can see that it isn't well
I could never hate you
But I hate myself
Wish me well cause I'm going to hell
I can see it now
Fighting fire with flame
I'm to blame for all of this
I bring all these to my brain
And I can't tell what's real anymore
Cause you were really just a dream
You put the stars in my sky
But you made them fade away