Episodes

I don't wanna fight
Let's go for another drive
Doesn't matter where
Just someplace to clear the air

Talking to the stars is easier than always being wrong
There's no signal here
So I can't recognize my fears

There's so many parts I keep in the dark
Don't know when to stop always breaking hearts
I'm always in my thoughts they scare me a lot
Everywhere I go I lead with emotion
I'm the undertow in this polluted ocean
Everybody knows only the calm before the storm

Hope you never see one of my episodes
Wake up to a replay of a cancelled show
I'm ok but these days I push everyone away
For my own sake, keeping my soul safe

Hope you never see one of my episodes
Wake up to a replay of a cancelled show
I'm ok but these days I push everyone away
For my own sake, keeping my soul safe

Yesterday I was good mood
Had no time to fool you with a smile
Natural high
Something got me overnight
Now I'm stuck in traffic and my mind caught in the rear view
Can't believe I hurt you again
I can't get myself to answer your call
Get my shit together and apologize
I understand this could be the last straw but
Right now it's not worth swallowing all my pride
Never the same person
Today and tomorrow is a different version
My character is a blur to me
I'll be right on target til you pull my trigger
Nothing could ever stop me til you poured me liquor
Convinced that the damage is on the cellular level
The poison in my veins is only revealing my DNA
The grip you have in place got me flying off the handle
Haven't been sober in days
You got me flying off the handle

Hope you never see one of my episodes
Wake up to a replay of a cancelled show
I'm ok but these days I push everyone away
For my own sake, keeping my soul safeHope you never see one of my episodes
Wake up to a replay of a cancelled show
I'm ok but these days I push everyone away
For my own sake, keeping my soul safe



Credits
Writer(s): Mattea Overstreet
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