Monster

So here I lay
Where my dead dreams remain
Inside my thoughts
(I hear those voices)

Burning inside
Laced into my soul
My memories
Rest in piece, I'm sober

Coming back to High School stories
When I was lonely, when I was aware of
What could I have done or what could've they said
When I was invisible to everybody else
Then, nobody noticed me, crawling beneath the surface
In their face I threw out all of my rage
If I did some damage or threw up some pain
That I regret but I don't forget, so

I've been tracking back
All of my empty path
Piling up these walls
This house of cards starts to fall apart

But, what I've learnt so far
Is there's no turning back
So I'm just laying here
Here, awaiting
Here, just waiting

I've seen the light
At least I tried
So many times
(My despair trial)
Pretending we're fine
When we're dead inside
My wings exhale
'Till I open them to fly

Red like roses; so blue, my bruises
Can't let go now, I hear those voices
I'm sitting here, waiting for Summer
But it's still so cold until it's over

I've seen the light
At least I tried
So many times
(My despair trial)
Pretending we're fine
When we're dead inside
My wings exhale
'Till I open them to fly

Some secrets are better buried
Some people are best forgotten
Some secrets are better buried
Some secrets are best forgotten
And, I'm here
Just waiting
Just waiting

I've seen the light
At least I tried
So many times
(My despair trial)
Pretending we're fine
When we're dead inside
My wings exhale