Redemption

Maybe I'm a lost soul
Hoping that there's still hope
The circular process I'm stuck in
Is making me think about not so
Every time I wanna be something I fail
And I see that I'm needing something like help
If only I could look up, but not at myself
There's an easy fix to the way that I felt

Look into my mind
It's lying lying but fine
It's mine I have a great time
Is not what happened
Read behind the lines
It's dying, flying bout time
To dine but it won't show
Any sign of what happened

Wish I could see the good things
I try to come back all I get is a sting
I'm mad at them then they come back like a spring
Some happiness wasn't the thing I could bring

Gotta run now know I'm getting mixed up
I Ain't having no fun now
All I got is negative vibes flowing
Sunrise to the sundown
Talking trash now
Where you at now?
First time I see you is the
Last time I'm beat down
Cannot chat now
Gotta strat now
Last time I saw you
You started to meltdown

Stuck up in Covid now
Cannot stop looking down
2020 got me stuck
With the same old frown
Lost soul, look up
Don't wanna look down
It's all in my head
I can't even go to town

Took a peak and I fell in the deep end
Cannot eat no food with no season
I took defeat and I blew up no reason
Pretty hot yeah you know it's not freezing

Maybe I'm a lost soul
Hoping that there's still hope
The circular process I'm stuck in
Is making me think about not so
Every time I wanna be something I fail
And I see that I'm needing something like help
If only I could look up, but not at myself
There's an easy fix to the way that I felt

Look into my mind
It's lying lying but fine
It's mine I have a great time
Is not what happened
Read behind the lines
It's dying, flying bout time
To dine but it won't show
Any sign of what happened

Wish I could see the good things
I try to come back all I get is a sting
I'm mad at them then they come back like a spring
Some happiness wasn't the thing I could bring

Maybe I'ma ruin it by going looking down now
Or maybe I could fix it with a simple reroute
Really wanna look up that's just what I'm about
Got a situation and I went and backed out

Look at the spectrum in every direction
I cannot see clearly 2020 vision
It's for my protection I'm learning a lesson
It's Satan's deceptions that stopped my progression

Better start listening
I am just finishing
The past I'm living it
Pain is diminishing
There is no end to this
Devil my nemesis
I am beginning this
I will start winning this

Take a step look at the bigger picture
Don't know your faith, mine is getting bigger
Maybe God's plan has a greater meaning
He is so real I don't think I'm dreaming

(Maybe I'm a lost soul)
(I'm hoping that there's still hope)
(Maybe I'm a lost soul)
(I'm needing a miracle)

(With man, this is impossible)
(But not with God, All things are possible with God)

Looking down right now
But it's not good so I take a vow right now oh
Heard about a town
At the end of the line and it's made of gold
There's no need to frown
I just pray that this isn't the end of the road
But just look around
It's easy to believe in miracles

How did I get in this sticky situation?
I kept on running no looking up praying
I made mistakes that's just human what I'm saying
Please forgive me for the troubles I have maken
Quarantine, quarantimes got me looking down
Got a situation and I look up
Now I'm really feeling like I'm at the top now
The way you see it the less that it's tough

Looking down right now
But it's not good so I take a vow right now oh
Heard about a town
At the end of the line and it's made of gold
There's no need to frown
I just pray that this isn't the end of the road
But just look around
It's easy to believe in miracles

Thought I would've died when I need to survive
The answer is simple just look at the skies
Stop running from fear is the right thing that's wise
To fix what I'm acting it takes a few tries
My life is just played like Monopoly
Everywhere I go there is somebody stopping me
A miracle saved me so no one's on top of me
Thought I would die but now no one is dropping me

Thought I would've died when I need to survive
The answer is simple just look at the skies
Stop running from fear is the right thing that's wise
To fix what I'm acting it takes a few tries
My life is just played like Monopoly
Everywhere I go there is somebody stopping me
A miracle saved me so no one's on top of me
Thought I would die but now no one is dropping me

Jesus's power he saved me
I wanna stop sinning I pray to him daily
I wanna get better and stop being lazy
This kinda decision is not just a maybe

I asked him in my life it's his love I'm craving
And this isn't our lives, the stealing the raiding
What's right from what's wrong is just what we're debating
So answer me now, right here I'll be waiting

Looking up right now
Was looking down but I really don't know how oh
Know about a town
At the end of the line and it's made of gold
There's no need to frown
Cause I know that this isn't the end of the road
So just look around
It's easy to believe in miracles



Credits
Writer(s): Phoenix Parks
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