Jigsaw

I hate closure
But I need that
I square it
On my back

Am I home?
Or am I still a fool?
'Cuz I don't think
Like I used to

I opened up
A wound the size of my head
So I don't feel
That sense of dread

For some time
This is what I wanted
And it hurts
But it keeps me from dying

And it's not coming back

And it works out
But I reject
What I swear I
Would have to accept

A single tone
Piercing in my head
For all the thoughts
I prefer unsaid

So I stay up
And pick at my nails
Trying to solve
What I can fail

Even still
This is what I wanted
Missing piece
From a jigsaw puzzle

And it's not coming back

I sold those fears and quit
For that jigsaw piece to fit
It's fucked up the things I do
To make me feel useful



Credits
Writer(s): Patrick Nolan
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