Backwards

I would kill just to have one day
But she hate it when I talk that way
They say be patient dummy just have faith
If it's meant you won't have to chase
God damn I was never ready for this
My heart never warned me I was headed toward this
I'm hoping that this Henny make difference
Wanna forget her but my heart never listens

Tell me what I do
Tell me how to stop loving you
Shit I'm really bad at the choices I chose
But nothings gone stop me from wanting you
I feel like it's taking me backwards
I'm just out here looking for answers
I feel like it's taking me backwards
I'm just out here looking for answers

I guarantee you never felt my pain
Way I'm living somethings got to change
Never scared of the demons I face
Cause I'm numb from the ones that stay
This bullshit forever changed me
I saw the signs I guess I blame me
She the one that made me crazy
No need to search I'm getting lazy

Tell me what I do
Tell me how to stop loving you
Shit I'm really bad at the choices I chose
But nothings gone stop me from wanting you
I feel like it's taking me backwards
I'm just out here looking for answers
I feel like it's taking me backwards
I'm just out here looking for answers

I'm finna test how far my mind will go
Did she like me guess Ill never know
Was thinking bout going to Chicago
But now I'm speaking to her through the radio
Feelings the only thing I live by
She said my feelings is a damn lie
Hope that she said that just to keep me away
Cause Ill never understand why

Tell me what I do
Tell me how to stop loving you
Shit I'm really bad at the choices I chose
But nothings gone stop me from wanting you
I feel like it's taking me backwards
I'm just out here looking for answers
I feel like it's taking me backwards
I'm just out here looking for answers

I would kill just to have one day
But she hate it when I talk that way
They say be patient dummy just have faith
If it's meant you won't have to chase
God damn I was never ready for this
My heart never warned me I was headed toward this
I'm hoping that this Henny make difference
Wanna forget her but my heart never listens
Never listens
Fuck



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Writer(s): Taylor Brown
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