Anti-Social

On my own time
I told 'em you can't rush perfection, man
You can't rush creativity
It's on my own grind

I wish they 'da told me
How the top get lonely
Can't even trust the homie
Cause they'll switch up on me
So I get antisocial
My mind been all over
I been scared to show love
Looking cross my shoulders

Now I see they cutthroat
I see sirens through the gunsmoke
He like damn
Glock jammed
He couldn't run though (he couldn't run though)
Just a youngin'
Mama watchin' from the front door (mama watchin')
World cold, cold, cold
He couldn't grow (world cold)
He was taught to tote a pistol
For the show (tote that pole)
He was happy
He just got it for the low (for the low)
Now he gone
May the lord rest his soul (rest his soul)
This what got me antisocial (got me anti-social)
Too many cases closed
Without no closure (too many cases)
Don't know how to cope
I can't be sober (I can't be sober)
Hope they rest in peace
I miss my soldiers (Rest in peace)
You been back on my mind
I remember the times
When we used to roll around
Run the town (town)
Had just got back on ya' grind
Thought a nigga was lyin'
When he said that you was the
Man down (down)

I wish they 'da told me
How the top get lonely
Can't even trust the homie
Cause they'll switch up on me
So I get antisocial
My mind been all over
I been scared to show love
Looking cross my shoulders

Street code red (code red)
Like 50 more dead (more dead)
Sacrifice my sanity
I just need more meds (I just need more meds)
Traumatize me I can't focus (I can't focus)
I don't like them niggas round me
I need soldiers (I need soldiers)
Too many locked behind a wall
But they still praying that I make it out (free them)
It's free Ceddy Ced
Imma say it loud (free Ceddy Ced)
Why they slept on me
Watch how I'm taking off (off)
Lose my mind and I get turned up like a animal (turnt, aye)
You tryin' to slide we shoot to die
Just like a gambler
I then seen a lot
Shit you can't handle (can't handle)
Where I'm from the streets is hot
Just like Atlanta (just like Atlanta, aye)
Fighting cases
Can't look in your kid faces (faces)
Sticking to the code
So you can't give statements (statements)
Wishing that they never
Caught you kicking doors (wish they never caught you, damn)
Now you hoping
Praying for a miracle

I wish they 'da told me
How the top get lonely
Can't even trust the homie
Cause they'll switch up on me
So I get antisocial
My mind been all over
I been scared to show love
Looking cross my shoulders

Yeah
I been antisocial
Got me looking cross my shoulder



Credits
Writer(s): Joseph Mccray
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