Way to Vacant

I've been way to vacant
Living in the matrix yea yea
I don't know why I'm waiting
It's way beyond patience yea yea
I don't wanna say it
I don't think I'll make it yea yea
Maybe I just wasted
Wasted Half my life like yea yea

It's getting harder for me just to say it
I ain't really up in they playlist
Everyday it feels like it's raining
I don't even know if I've been lazy
I've been way to vacant
Like What am I chasing
Baby can you help me I don't feel amazing
Tryna figure out if every days being wasted
Is it being wasted?
Fuck it let's not think shit
This shit ain't hard to me
You know what's hard for me
Working so hard to get far to be hardly seen
That shit really bothers me
All these feelings I've been holding up deep inside ive spent a long time harbouring
Get sliced in the arteries
If you talk down to me it's looking like a spartan scene
Watching Batman chilling in some fucking robins jeans
I can't turn my brain off i hear it keep on calling me
Yea all it does start talking shit like your watching this over
Spittin shit and mixin it even tho
I've recorded like 20 hits in the past week
I still feel like shit so I'm smoking mad weed

I've been way to vacant
Living in the matrix yea yea
I don't know why I'm waiting
It's way beyond patience yea yea
I don't wanna say it
I don't think I'll make it yea yea
Maybe I just wasted
Wasted Half my life like yea yea

Tip the bottle back
thinking where we started at
Is this shit real or is it just a fucking act
Cuz when I really start thinking back truly
It's seeming like I never even knew me
Damn

And that's all because I can't help but think
If that shit never happened I'd be more complete
I'd be more of me
Fuck these memories
I need to move on control alt delete
Yea I'm incomplete
Yea Im feeling like a wizard without sorcery
This is torturing
I just wanna be one the best get up in that fucking Jordan league
Legendary
Yea I wanna be more than me
Ain't no way to guard me
Can't warden me
Me and you are so the opposite like orange and green
Yea I'm way Too determined no extorting me
Yea I gotta put my all in this and hope my shot hits
I hope I got this no my brain won't slow down
Yea it talks shit to make me get pissed I've been so patient but that's over now

I've been way to vacant
Living in the matrix yea yea
I don't know why I'm waiting
It's way beyond patience yea yea
I don't wanna say it
I don't think I'll make it yea yea
Maybe I just wasted
Wasted Half my life like yea yea
Yea



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Writer(s): Colby Larson
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