My Mind (Time)

I keep overthinking about things I haven't even done yet
My brain keeps overheating from the stress
My stomach turns and my chest seizes up, I leave teeth marks on my hands
It will be another sleepless night again

There's no way I'm calming down
I've lost control, I'm freaking out
I'm not the same man that I was the other day
I feel helpless, without hope
How do other people cope?
Am I weak? Am I worthless? Who am I?

I keep overthinking about how I could have done things better
I could have avoided all this in the first place
Different scenarios keep running through my mind
I could kick myself for ending up in this state

But I can't turn back the clock
Or flick a switch and turn this off
I think my mind must have a mind of its own
I'm about to hit the floor
I've never been this bad before
I might be older but I still don't think I've grown

All I need is time so that I can see
What is happening deep inside of me
I hope this is not how it's always going to be
All we need is time so we can see
With open eyes and so clearly
That this is not how it's always going to be

All we need is time
All we need is time
Yes this is not how it's always going to be
How it's always going to be