Silhouette

Stuck staring
As the silhouettes pass Me by
Numb caring, fuck fairness
Karma simply sees the why
To create the how for the now
Because of what you did to you know who

You had to ruin me
Create a true MC
Who does fluently
Saying this ain't news to me
You wanna prove to me
How I can be the best
You are the holy broom that pulls me through
Here to clean my bitter mess

I wanna scream how I hate you
I wanna squeeze til I break you
I wanna
Believe that your beams will help me bleed through
But you help me see my dreams
So I should probably thank you

For every time
You helped me rise
You never died out, come
Help me fly out, from
All of this dried out
Defeated dreams
You leading my curious mind to have me try
Proving I can find routes
Paving out my own path
Pass the grass and give a laugh
You've got me living fine now
You only wanted the best for me and our destiny
You helped me rest in peace when I was more than 6 feet deep

More than 6 feet
Barely willing to speak
Or even willing to eat
Barely feeling the being in me
Still believing in me and helping me
Be free
Showed me how to be the sea

You showed me to the pen and sheet
Yeah
You handed me that pen and sheet
And ever since then
I confess
Pen-men ink is all I bleed
Pen-men ink is all I need

You're that silhouette in my head
Here until the end
You've been fow, you've been a friend
All of these years
Facing my fears
Here between my ears
It's where you've been
It's where you've always been
You're that silhouette in my head
Here until the end
You've been fow, you've been a friend
All of these years
Facing my fears
Here between my ears
It's where you've been
It's where you've always been

And ever since then
I've been guided by the pen
And I've used it as a way to mend
All I defend
As a power source extension
To this hyper tension
Felt while suspended

Getting lost
In the essence of the present
Learning life lessons
Perusing on this mission
Sitting at the
Camp fire
Like Hell is my desire
As a marshmallow
As Above, so Below
Like

Hello fellow
Sipping on some mellow yellow
I'm going mental
Can you help me reach the rebel
He will help me
Choice how to pick the pedals
Showing me the truth
Before the pedals even, settle

How'd I get here in the first place
Let me go back
To my first days
Show me what this hurt means
Kill these demons lerking
Come on out work me
Show me I am worthy

You're that silhouette in my head
Here until the end
You've been fow, you've been a friend
All of these years
Facing my fears
Here between my ears
It's where you've been
It's where you've always been
You're that silhouette in my head
Here until the end
You've been fow, you've been a friend
All of these years
Facing my fears
Here between my ears
It's where you've been
It's where you've always been

You're that silhouette
You're in my head, you're in my head, you're in my head
You've been a fow
You've been a friend
Will you stay with me until the end

Until the end
Right here until the end
Will I make it til the end

All of these years
Facing my fears
Here between my ears
It's where you've been
Cuz you've always