On My Lonely

Start gettin tired of shedding tears for people who don't really care for me
Ian ask for shit but fa you to really be there for me
I been on my own for so long it won't really fair for me
The ones I wanted to love a nigga most left me down n won't anywhere for me
Started to feel hopeless, called Vicky outside thought I was gon end it
Felt like the life I was livin was jus a constant jail sentence
Stop telling me to speak how I feel if you can't comprehend it
Don't tell me sum that you don't mean fr, that shit leave my mind spinnin
Thought only hoes could hurt me fr but I guess I was wrong
Gave my all to niggas, they backstabbed me n then they was gone
How I'm posed to tell my momma I ain't wanna be home
That shit was causin me pain, I jus wanna be left alone
Yea I love you, but that's the one thing I was never really shown
That shit hurt me growing up, so I started doin wrongs
Ain't really have a father figure, after a while it was known
I couldn't talk to y'all bout nothin so I said fuck it n put my pain in these songs
I done got it on my lonely
I done struggled on my lonely
I done got it on my lonely
I done struggled on my lonely

I done got it on my lonely
I done struggled on my lonely
Won't nobody there for me
But I maintained n kept goin
Ion got no love left up I n my body
Been lonely fa so long I forgot how to love I'm sorry
Ion got no trust fa the servin or passin
I been on my lonely fa so long I'm damaged

What I'm posed to do when I'm feelin by myself
I needed y'all the most n y'all was nowhere to care or help
Can only deal with shit fa so long before it fuck up a nigga health
I let it out in these choppas n drugs, cuz they helped when I had nobody else
You don't gotta understand me, I been gave up on that
Gave so many chances, but I only got so much till I start seein black
But when I'm gone, it ain't no comin back from that
I don't do shit for nobody, don't give a fuck how anybody react
Been on my own since a kid
Yea y'all hate how I live
I ain't wanna be in this shit
But y'all pushed me to the end
I waited time after time, y'all ain't give a fuck how I was feelin
Judgin me but don't understand me, ain't know this how I was gon get

I done got it on my lonely
I done struggled on my lonely
Won't nobody there for me
But I maintained n kept goin
I don't got no love left up in my body
Been lonely for so long I forgot how to love I'm sorry
I don't got no trust for the servin or the passin
I been on my lonely fa so long I'm damaged



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Writer(s): Alexander Sanchez
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