Find Myself

I don't know who I am anymore
All I know I'm in pain and I'm sore
Don't deserve ones I love anymore
If I don't know myself how could they know
Who I am
I step away
Oh lord I step away
So I can search
Will I
Oh will I
Ever be enough for the ones I once loved

Who am I
Someone who laughs
And has a good time
Putting smiles on faces
Don't try to deny it
Your lying
I'm in pain
And I'm fighting
Can't hide it
Just slightly
You might think
I'm fine
And inclined
To be kind
Love aligns
I'm in line
For what's next
Cause this isn't for me
You don't know anything
Cause I'm hurting and in pain
You should see right through
If you even knew
Anything about me, if you knew the truth
This song wouldn't be written
You pushed me over, put this song into existence
Not my words
Just my story you indented
Wrecked it and left a scar that's never ending
So just leave me alone until you learn who I am
Not because I'm telling you but because you observed it
And care that I'm Hurting
And wanna help a friend who is searching
For who he is because you left him in pain
And he just wants to find himself

Oh I wanna find myself
Cause I'm lost
I'm in pain
The people
In my lane
Help me refrain
Help me find myself

People don't believe
Having a heart is free
Let God be the atm
Most people are hating him
That was me
I was in a ditch
Thought id never leave
Blamed it on him
That's easy you see
What's hard is taking the blame
For those words I used
Just putting in my 2 cents
For those who's clueless
Cause I was there
I was down
I've had fear
My chest did pound
That's when I realized
I need to find myself

Yeah I don't know who I am
I wanna find myself
I'm hurting, I'm hurting
I wanna find myself
I'm down, I'm crippled

Yeah I don't know who I am
I wanna find myself
I'm hurting, I'm hurting
I wanna find myself
I'm down, I'm crippled

Oh I wanna find myself
Cause I'm lost
I'm in pain
The people
In my lane
Help me refrain
Help me find myself

Sometimes you lose track of who you are
Caught up in your mind
By thoughts and stress around you
This song
This album proves that you can get through it
You can Find yourself

Yeah in my mind I feel all alone
Unfortunately that's the only place I call home
It's the only place that I feel welcome
And it's sad to know
But you never cared enough to ask though
I hit you up to hang you said maybe later
Kept my phone close time passes
And you never bothered
To text me back
Maybe you got busy
Made excuses for the people
That did me dirty
I see you post an hour later yet still no response
Guess I'm not good enough for your love
I looked at the situation
Made arrangements
To let go
Cause no one ever notices me
But only when I'm gone will they act like I was there best friend
Not gonna give them that satisfaction
Everyone ignores you when your no one
But when you make it they will act like your the only one
So I keep going to better my life
And I know through the journey I will find Myself

Yeah I don't know who I am
I wanna find myself
I'm hurting, I'm hurting
I wanna find myself
I'm down, I'm crippled

Yeah I don't know who I am
I wanna find myself
I'm hurting, I'm hurting
I wanna find myself
I'm down, I'm crippled

Oh I wanna find myself
Cause I'm lost
I'm in pain
The people
In my lane
Help me refrain
Help me find myself