2020 Freestyle

This is completely what this year was about
Just going through some hard times at the beginning of the year as well like
Just I dunno man truth be told, it was
It was tough
But I mean when I look back on it like
I look back on how much shit I've actually done this year
And I'm like bro, like
You've grown, init
You've grown and not everyone can say that, you feel me
So that's something you should be proud of
Yeah I'm just tryna focus more
On the positives
As cliche as that might sound, I'm just tryna
Really focus on what I'm doing right
As opposed to what I'm not doing right
Or what I feel like I'm doing wrong
I feel like I put a lot of pressure on myself
And yeah that's not helping

I apologise if I was late
I was busy learning and making all my mistakes
I finally got it working now that aint up for debate
2020 Vision I'm seeing perfectly straight
They ask how me what I'm saying now, I say I'm feeling great
Better tell them better watch this space
Cause this year there won't be any time to speculate
Once again, apologies I know I made you wait
But I'm an over thinker, details are my vice
Like my dreams are the currency, forever is the price
I'm just tryna win and it won't happen over night
Memories of watching MTV when I was 5 like
Looking back and thinking how'd I ever get this far
Watching P!nk, Sisqó, Mya, I'm a ghetto superstar
90's was my era I was bumping Aaliyah
But now I'm that somebody, bump that same shit in my car
And it really aint that hard
But gravity's against you when you're reaching for the stars
And this time it moves so fast
Nostalgia had me stuck and had me living in the past but
How can you fix what you don't have the tools for
How can you win when you don't know the rules
I stopped billing up and stopped taking them pools
I starting moving certi and stop acting a fool
Cause you only live once
And I get it Cindy Lauper said you wanna have fun
But this story's just begun
So how you claim you winning yo the race aint even done yet
Putting all your chips down the wheel aint even spun yet
Running down the track the ref aint even buss the gun yet
Living for the night and we aint even seen the sunset
I just wanna win until there's none left
I apologise if I was late

I apologise if I was late
I was busy learning and making all my mistakes
I finally got it working now that aint up for debate
2020 Vision I'm seeing perfectly straight
They ask how me what I'm saying now I say I'm feeling great

Tash, fire fire fire man
I love it bruv I love it
Every time I look up I see Tash doing some big things man
Sick man keep pushing bro, keep pushing
You're well entertaining bruv
You're not just, I don't even just look at you as a musician bruv
Like you're just an entertaining person bruv
You can do anything fam
Present, you're a presenter
Musician, you get me
Every kinda damn man
Gwarn Tash man, big up yourself