Why

Damn
Yeah bitch
Can it feel it
That hatred that itch
Cuz damn I know I got anxiety
So don't you fuckin lie to me
Don't wanna try with me it ain't cut out to be
This situation is bullshit you know you're not my fuckin family

Why
You wanna know why
Well let me start from the beginning
Give you a little history
Just try to listen
Can at least do this for me

I know it's hard
To pay attention to your child
I know the thought of real love
To you just must be wild.

Oh Honey

Cuz you're not kind
You're not patient
Gonna be a better mother
What's taking so long bitch I'm waiting

You can try to lie about me
Disown me for all I care
Then you wanna try and see me
Bitch don't you fuckin dare

A momma should love you no matter what
Keep you safe from harm
There is no fuckin but
As you make slashes on your arm
Don't want me to love no one else
Cuz to you it's a threat
You don't care if I'm fuckin happy
Is this all I get

All the nights I stayed up with you
All the shit that I did for you
But you treat me like garbage
Don't you dare pretend that it ain't true
What do you want from me huh
What the fuck should I do

I can't seem to get away from you
My dreams haunted by your screams
How many times do I have to wonder if you're dead
How many lies about me do think you've spread

Damn

Then you have the balls to tell me how to raise my daughter
As if you'd know shit
Unlike you I fuckin got her
I don't hate on her father for just bein a man
Or try ruin her life just cuz I can

Do you believe you're good to me
Do you really not fuckin see
This is torture
Having you as mother
The raw hate I get
Guess we just can't stand each other

Cuz in me you see
Everything you wish you could be
Don't try to hide it
Or try to deny it
It's useless to pretend
You're the one that made this bed
Now fucking lie in it

Oh yeah

The way I'm spitting
Tell me bitch is it hitting
Are you gonna tell me why
Why you cry
Why you lie
Why hate on your child
Why your empathy is mild
Why you put me through this
Why you take the truth as a diss
Why you fuck with my heart
Why you tear yourself apart
Why you never keep a promise
Come on now let's be honest

You saw me as nothing but a way out of your pain
I was just a distraction
All you had to gain was affirmative action
To escape the abuse the hatred the horror
But let me ask what did you put it all on me for
I didn't ask to be your pain killer
I didn't wanna be your only thriller

I'm not an object
I was your fuckin daughter
But you left me like a stray
Like a lamb to the slaughter
You hated me for who I am
Not for what I've done
Is it cuz I'm not just your baby girl
But also your son
Is it cuz I wanted my own fuckin life
My own little family
Tell me is that why you were out for me
Tell me is that why you ain't proud of me

So once again
I just wanna know why
Why do you hate me
Why do you be fake to me
Why ain't I your family
Why is it wrong bein manly
Why is your heart so dark and gloomy
Why do you fuckin look right through me
Why did you break every promise
It's time bitch to be honest

All I ever wanted was to make proud
Didn't know you'd scream so fuckin loud
Hate me for not being what you wanted
Took over my life and just flaunted
Tried to drive away the love of my life
Your lies and hallucinations in my heart like a knife
Tell me I'm evil
Tell me I'm not worthy
Do you enjoy it
When you try so hard to hurt me

It's time to answer for your sin
Cuz you will never win
You will never break me
Bitch you can't take it that I'm finally free

And ya know what
Haha

I don't need you anymore
So go ahead
Walk out that fuckin door
And when you ask me why
Why I don't care if you cry
Why I don't cry when you lie
Why I don't want you in my life
Why your love is like a knife
Why I don't need you
Why I don't wanna see you

Think just fuckin think
Cuz now I make this promise
It's time for me to be honest

I got more love around me
Than you could ever see
I know who I am now
So when you ask me how
How I could walk away from you
Not even pray for you

Cuz you failed me mom

Haha

You broke my heart
Tore me apart
So now I'm pickin up the pieces you broke
Fixing my life cuz now I'm woke

So this is it
This is uh my goodbye
So maybe now you'll be the one
Wondering why