The Lesson (Trip)

Maybe I'm just stressing, maybe I'm just tripping
Lately life's been hazy, nothing from my wish list
Thinking every single lady wants my digits
Thinking I'm like 8 feet standing over midgets

But hey, I'm still trying to fit in
I'm chemically imbalanced like my mind can't stand on toe-tips
Magnifying every time the thing that is just isn't
Suddenly I'm back to basics worrying 'bout my image

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Worrying 'bout my image
Worrying 'bout my image

Look
Imagine you spent years and years trying to love yourself
And someone comes along, invalidates the trust you felt
Questioning just what my purpose is
Thought I figured it out, still feeling worthless

But just the other day I'm feeling great like I'm the king
Serotonin rushin when I hit the numbing stick
How was I so stupid thinking I was something when
Nothing really matters only thing that's comforting

All the time she's wasting chasing this here sadist
Had to wait for her to break and realize I'm not the guy
Realize I'm not the guy
Realize I'm not the guy
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me (Aye)
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me

And it's so dark inside my head I want it bright again
Feeling dull and so alone cuz I'm in light of friends
They just flow, they're having fun and I just watch and laugh
From a distance seems like life is just a running gag
(Running gag)

Can't sleep, crack of light under the door
So many feelings my mind just can't ignore
And even though I try to stay high, I hit the floor
Nothing in my life is worth fighting for anymore

Will it last forever?
I sleep alone with terrors
The burn I'm living with was simmering
Like cinnamon and dinner mints
I'm burning quick, the L was thin
Hit a lick and plead the fifth
Cop a deal and eat the meal
And push the button hit reset
Push the button hit r

Quick fix and heat would let up
Throw chips and beat the dealer
Hoping baby we could chill and maybe even freak together
Roped in and she could feel that we aint meant to be forever
But heat defeats the lesson
But she won't be offensive
And evil's bringing a sequel if he gets jealous

All the time she's wasting chasing this here sadist
Had to wait for her to break and realize I'm not the guy
Realize I'm not the guy
Realize I'm not the guy
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me (Aye)
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me

Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call me
Hoping that tomorrow she'll call