Black Mona Issa

I don't know what it is
Why I'm still feeling like this
With everything that I do
It's not enough, never good
These demons that I've veiled
They've fucked me up in my head, head, head
Praying one day that I get
The self love that I missed
Riddled with self-doubt
I set myself on fire
Won't put myself out
Won't extinguish the lies
That I must be perfect
That I'm not worth the time
That I'll be nothing
That I'm so far behind

I feel so lost within my mind
And these four walls, they hold me inside
Slipping away from what I prize
Tripping myself, I cause my demise

Money rules everything around me
(Rules everything around)
Rules everything around me
For these shoes I'ma choose soundly
(I'ma choose sound)
And I'll walk til my callous bleeds
Wealth upgrade before they down me
(Fore I'm down)
I don't feel that is where the talent leads
Lost on my grind is where they found me
(Grinding's where I'm found)
Or the shit'll be a casualty
Nobody's calling my phone
That's cool. So nobody's tapping my line
Why do I feel so alone
Why does my life feel so dry
Broken, but I never cry
Fuck it, I'll stay in my zone
So no one's crossing the line
I get so lost in my mind
Mask it. I'll call it my grind
Feel like I'm falling behind, hind, hind, hind, ugh

I feel so lost within my mind
And these four walls, they hold me inside
Slipping away from what I prize
Tripping myself, I cause my demise

I don't know what it is
I don't know what it is
I don't know what it is
(I don't know what it is)
Why I still feel this
Why I still feel this
Why I still feel this, oh
I don't know what it is
I don't know what it is
I don't know what it is
(I don't know what it is)
Why I still feel this
Why I still feel this, ohohoh