Self Reflect (feat. Su)

I can't help but ask or wonder why
Why it gotta be me
All the death, being broke, I'm losing hope
Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love
The pain never went away
I can't help but ask or wonder why
Why it gotta be me
All the death, being broke, I'm losing hope
Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love
The pain never went away

To be 21 is blessing from my perspective
We know of mortality but money is the objective
Tryna plead ya case but silence by the objections
I'm just tryna live, protected by Smith n Wessons
Death usually a lesson, so I keep a round drum
A strap charge stop progression, where you getting cash from
What other options you have when you stuck in slums
I gotta take a chance, so my stomach never hums
I'm selling white
Every day and every night
Shedding tears with a pen in my hand, writing kites
Aggressive like Israelites
Knowing I'll lose my life
Over something so simple
Color Bangin the issue you official

I can't help but ask or wonder why
Why it gotta be me
All the death, being broke, I'm losing hope
Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love
The pain never went away
I can't help but ask or wonder why
Why it gotta be me
All the death, being broke, I'm losing hope
Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love
The pain never went away

I harbor the hardness of hearts hardly able to breathe
Forbidden fruit... Strange I feel comfortable with leaves
It's only natural I kick my feet before I swing
Choked by the decisions I made to burn the house for freedom
Blood in eyes, my tears dry, why should I cry
When death is the only promise I'm hope that my soul flies
I can't breathe suffocating until my toes curl
My body numb I'm nauseous think I'm bout to hurl
I'm still fighting praying to God these branches break
Fist full of dreams I swing til my prayers answered
Thoughts of my sons and how I'm there standard
That's how I manage
With their knee on my neck Justice for George Floyd

I can't help but ask or wonder why
Why it gotta be me
All the death, being broke, I'm losing hope
Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love
The pain never went away
I can't help but ask or wonder why
Why it gotta be me
All the death, being broke, I'm losing hope
Balanced by the drugs, anger shadow love
The pain never went away



Credits
Writer(s): Tyshon Mclaughlin
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