Life Struggle

Weight on my shoulders man it makes my heart colder
Man this shit been crazy for me

All my life it's been weight on my shoulders
Family changing like some clothes it makes my heart colder
Stuck in the rain i told myself that i'ma soldier
Trynna keep it steady but i'm losing my composure

Vv's on my chain i know you see my diamonds shining
On my P's and Q's i know my pops he see me grinding
Up in heaven gates he see his grandson young and wildin
Do this for my mama man i wanna see her smiling

Night after night i been battling my demons
Trynna take em out my head but they refuse on leaving
Depression makes me suffer it's so painful and so grieving
Gotta keep my head up it's some goals that i'm achieving

Said she want my baby nah you crazy shawty kuku
Goofy nigga fronting on the internet he fu fu
Talkin out your neck but it ain't nothing that you can do
Cause if you try i promise 762's gone hit you

Check my ranking a nigga far beyond a savage
Got a bad lil shawty from the C she model status
Trynna get the racks with her so we'll be living lavish
Desperate niggas get a hoe and all they think is ravish

Father never in my life he raised another baby
I been stressing bout that shit cause everything went crazy
Popping pills and almost took my life Someone save me
This is all your fault it's so much pain inside you gave me

One day my mama sitting on her bed crying
Told me that she lost herself in life she feel like dying
Gun on her bed so i knew she wasn't lying
Took the gun away i had no choice but to hide it

Calling on the lord cause i really need some blessings
My younger sister crying on me yeah she steady stressing
Telling me she's falling all apart i said address it
Took the tears up off her face she said i have depression

I'm in pain
Lost myself in the rain
Poison flowin through my brain
It's so hard to maintain

Chase the bag by any means
Don't let anybody crush your dreams
You can do anything just have belief
Make it happen guarantee you gone succeed

I'm in pain
Lost myself in the rain
Poison flowin through my brain
It's so hard to maintain

Chase the bag by any means
Don't let anybody crush your dreams
You can do anything just have belief
Make it happen guarantee you gone succeed
You gone succeed



Credits
Writer(s): Deon Heath
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