Memories

I'm stressin I'm running out of time
Gotta hurry up and get stuff going, gotta figure out what's really mine
These days keep going by faster and faster and I don't want them to keep moving no
Please stop them moving, oh
Put me under, close my eyes
Do whatever it takes in three tries, that's all I'll need, three tries
I can't help the feeling that it's not gonna work
But I need these memories to calm down

Oh all of these memories
Push me to insanity
I just need to free myself
From the stronghold they have on me
Why do they make me cry every time?
Oh all of these memories
Push me to insanity
I just need to free myself
From the stronghold they have on me
Why do they make me cry every time?

I say put me under, let me in
It wont take much time for the fun to begin
Forgetting these things is so hard to do but I don't wanna go crazy and it will not be true
I am so tired of imagining a peak that
I will never ever even have a blink at
It really won't hurt more than it does to think
I want it all gone just in a simple blink
And it kills me inside to feel that pain
It never goes away, its never been drained
This is my one chance to get it out
To show that this is what I'm really about
Forced to live on the brink of
Collapsing into a black hole under the grave of my self esteem
And I don't wanna lose more than it seems

Oh all of these memories
Push me to insanity
I just need to free myself
From the stronghold they have on me
Why do they make me cry every time?
Oh all of these memories
Push me to insanity
I just need to free myself
From the stronghold they have on me
Why do they make me cry every time?

I don't want to lose them
I'm scared of what will happen
If I choose to put those thoughts and words behind me
I wish it was easy
To make a choice that haunts me
But I'm so controlled by the nostalgia and anxiety

Oh all of these memories
Push me to insanity
I just need to free myself
From the stronghold they have on me
Why do they make me cry every time?
Oh all of these memories
Push me to insanity
I just need to free myself
From the stronghold they have on me
Why do they make me cry every time?



Credits
Writer(s): Ethan Okamoto
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