The Day When I Saw Myself

Sugar sweet what an angel what a love what a nice thing
the people at the fringe go and describe me
Well-intended but it feels like they define me
And i'm afraid to show what's actually inside me

All these edges all the fear and all the shame
Spent so long just trying to hide it away
Gotta start take it apart go case by case
Or the whole thing will go up in flames

Somethings gotta break i'm suffocated by the mold
That girl in the mirror thinks that hiding's getting old
Something's gotta break in this battle for control
That girl in the mirror she knows more than what's been told

I can't stop fixating on the box and the divide
In my dreams i can do whatever i like
Billie told us anyone could be the bad guy
So why can't i stop lying

I think id reinvent myself each day
If only i didn't care so much bout what they say
As a kid i wrote down in my diary
When i grow up i want to be everything

Someday you'll all see
The day when i break free
I don't know who put up these walls
Was it you or was it me?

Somethings gotta break i'm suffocated by the mold
That girl in the mirror thinks that hiding's getting old
Something's gotta break in this battle for control
That girl in the mirror she knows more than what's been told