Lose Control (Faded)

Lose your mind
Lose your body
Lose your soul
Losing mine costed a body
With some blood on his sole
Why'd he?
Have to do that
Now his new blue rag got a smear of red on it
And that's not a diss to Crips
But I left him cripple cus what a dummy
Why'd he to talk to me funny?
He ain't know that I been with the shits
Ima rip this shit
Like another rhyme in my rhyme diction-ary
Baby shit get scary
But I ain't finna just dip and shit
Close my eyes and throw a hissy fit
We get through what we know ain't really shit
And this ain't really shit
The kid got real life problems
Can you come sit with them
Or you goin' up and leave
You ain't with the biz?
If that's the case then I should close
And that got me reminiscing if
You goin' give me back my clothes
My jacket, my cologne
I know you miss my scent
I smell the bullshit from the distances
I don't drink and I don't smoke
But this might be the only instance when
Said this might be the only instance when

I be feeling like I'm faded
Faded when I talk to you
Feel like life a daze when I walk with you
Feel like we can't talk unless you spark
Or two
Shots of that liquor in your system
Baby you trippin'
Faded when I talk to you
Feel like life a daze when I walk with you
Feel like we can't talk unless you spark
Or two
Shots of that liquor in your system
Maybe im trippin'

I think my biggest lesson
Was learning I won't ever get my return on investment
With those I broke my neck for
Or ones I'd take bullets from a Tec with
Out on the streets fighting like I'm playin Tekken
Tryna keep how I feel deep inside
I can't go to bed with
Thoughts corrupting my head
My mind my biggest weapon
And it seems my biggest enemy
Tryna learn from you and take shots of the Hennessy
Maybe that'll help me sleep
Maybe ima be at ease
Baby you might be the key and the lock
You might be the reason I start to think I shouldn't stop
I just hope I don't gotta question when you talk if that's your heart

Hope I don't gotta say how you gaslighted me
And made me feel like I'm in dire need
When inside you see how I mean well
And you believe this hell can't really have a bit of heaven
I'm just here to show you some type of a positive perspective
It's a dark cloud over me
But I still try to make time to be me
Same old shit
Still rockin' gym shorts underneath my jeans
Navy blue Levis and the shorts BCG's
I guess shit won't ever change
I'm used to being free
I'm used to being the one that's goin have to leave
I guess it's time I get used to you not letting shit slide
I feel I can't get shit to you
Or by-
You claim that you care
But shorty ain't ever been there like I been there
Life ain't really been fair
I wrote you a letter and my manuscript ain't clear
Fuck it here it is hope it's clear after reading this

I be feeling like I'm faded
Faded when I talk to you
Feel like life a daze when I walk with you
Feel like we can't talk unless you spark
Or two
Shots of that liquor in your system
Baby you trippin'
Faded when I talk to you
Feel like life a daze when I walk with you
Feel like we can't talk unless you spark
Or two
Shots of that liquor in your system
Maybe im trippin'