Popular Monster

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It's right there
Right where?
Right there
I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay
Battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I supressin' rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay
Okay, yeah, I struggle with this bullshit everyday
And it's probably 'cause my demon's simultaneously rage
It obliterates, disintegrates me, annihilates me!
'Cause I'm about to break down!
Searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular, monster
I break down!
Falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular, monster
I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is a wall that I replace
I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
How to fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
Oh my God, I keep on stressin' every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessin' I won't take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay
Okay, motherfucker, now you got my attention!
I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine?
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave!
I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again!
Crash my car just to feel again!
It obliterates, disintegrates me, annihilates me!
'Cause I'm about to break down!
Searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular, monster
I break down!
Falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular, fucking monster!
Yeah! Yeah, here we go again motherfucker, oh!
We're sick and tired of wandering
Pray to a god that you don't believe
When you're searching for the truth in the lost and found
The only question I ask is
Where the fuck is your god now?
'Cause I'm about to break down!
Searching for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular, monster
I break down!
Falling into love now with falling apart
I'm a popular, popular, monster!
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular, monster!



Credits
Writer(s): Ronnie Radke, James Cody Quistad, Tyler Smyth
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