Joy or Pain

Stuff my troubles
In a bacwood
I'm not doin so good

I should feel success
But I'm depressed
Like I do no good

Everybody dying all around me
Feels like I should

Prolly run away
I'm not afraid
I just don't feel like I should stay

Think it time
To cut my ties
Take a chance
And catch a break

My lil boy gon b a superstar
I've got to lead the way

Gota take care of the women
In my life bcuz they make

Everything I do so simple
Wanna give it all away

They took Boogie from us
Then we Loss Jaz the next day

Now it's RIP Tolly
Seems like everyone around

Losing someone
Life isn't no fun
Make sure I got my gun
So I don't become one.

Feels like I gota leave
I wanna run away
There is no love for me
I just raised the steaks
I done lived another year
I'm tryn break the chain
What's controlling me
Is it joy or pain

Feels like I gota leave
I wanna run away
There is no love for me
I just raised the steaks
I done lived another year
I'm tryn break the chain
What's controlling me
Is it joy or pain

You can't take shit from no one
I think to much I burn one
I trip off paranoia
Until I get my Nolya
They still taking from us
They still loccn up us
But they don't want no pressure
Cuz they see they're lesser
Wanna turn a message
Into a hate confession
Hope u hear us loud and clear
We not the ones to mess with
We got rage
We got pain
We too smart
We're too vein
Cuz we know who we are
And we've known from the start

But we just wanna live
Is that to make to give
We pay every second for it
Wanna use a weapon on us

Take a life for nothing
You feel threatened
By the color on us
Hate me cuz you burn don't you
You scared of my Sun won't you
Let me walk away
We deal with too much pain
Enough to go insane
And I made me this way
U took my history
And what we could be
We all should run away
See if they live a day

Feels like I gota leave
I wanna run away
There is no love for me
I just raised the steaks
I done lived another year
I'm tryn break the chain
What's controlling me
Is it joy or pain

Feels like I gota leave
I wanna run away
There is no love for me
I just raised the steaks
I done lived another year
I'm tryn break the chain
What's controlling me
Is it joy or pain



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Writer(s): Christopher Washington
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