My Remedy a Blade

Am I alive, dead or dreaming?
I do not know
Openly lurking amidst the crowd
I stare at people yet they do not notice me
Must I relapse to regain control?
My skin a field furrowed with scars
Ploughed by a yoke, a yoke pulled by blades
Reaping the void and sowing the pain so serene

Omnipresence of an evil god
Tides of darkness, doom arrival
Memories that makes me want to puke
Shrieking, pounding headaches in my
Sleepless nights that seem to last forever
Submit give up give in

My remedy a blade
Cold and sharp it comes to my aid

Fangs of silver buried in my flesh
Chewing, gnawing, feasting, feeding
Hollow eerie maws of pitch black fear
Spitting, hissing pus and mucus
Bathe in slime and ooze!

As the night came, the ritual began
As the moonlight flickered so did I
So painful yet sweet, the iron smell froze time
So shallow yet deep, catharsis sublime
Shards and fragments of a mangled life floating further and further away...

My remedy a blade
Cold and sharp it comes to my aid



Credits
Writer(s): Josef Svensson
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