In Limbo

I see the world through a different filter
Everything is not black and white
All I feel is a disconnection
And even that feels numb
In the panic
I find comfort
Laying in the dark
It feels like home
I find complacency
In the strangest things
It's almost as if
My body's had enough

I'm in limbo and I know why
I'm in limbo and I can't even cry
Can't feel sadness and I can't feel pain
I'm in limbo and it makes me want to die

I see all my friends
Living out their lives
They're all having kids
Marrying their wives
I just feel as though they've forgotten me
In the rear view mirror they don't even see
How I'm doing
They don't even know
Where my mind goes when they pass me by

I'm in limbo and I know why
I'm in limbo and I can't even cry
Can't feel sadness and I can't feel pain
I'm in limbo and it makes me want to die

There's a chemical imbalance
It makes me scream
I can't go back to the way it used to be
I try so hard to live a day at a time
My vision's blurry if I try to look ahead
I'm walking with my head
In a fog
And concrete on my feet
That's just the way that it is

I'm in limbo and I know why
I'm in limbo and I can't even cry
Can't feel sadness and I can't feel pain
I'm in limbo and it makes me want to die

Can't feel sadness and I can't feel pain
I'm in limbo and it makes me want to die