Going Dumb

I been sad for a long time
Ever since everything happened, it's been Geronimo
I been mad for a long time
This life I'm living is tedious, but it's what I chose

Whatever happened to mercy, this world may never know
You feel the gravity, dragging you, from way down below
This life we living a tragedy, neither friend or foe
So come explore with your demons and let your spirit roar

Since when we cared about feelings, keep your emoticons
Cause on these pages I'm bleeding, transact another one
Track after track, I keep going, feel like I'm on the run
I know you feel like I'm gloating, but I'm just having fun

You know I been going dumb, aye having fun
Turn my days to happy ones, aye with my ones
Glad I woke up to the sun, but it ain't enough
Aye, I ain't done, going dumb

Lately I been going dumb, aye run amuck
Feel like X, Tenacion, hope he resting up
Glad I woke up to the sun, but it ain't enough
Aye, I ain't done, going dumb

Life's not fair to me
Feel the aura, when I'm busy, know you scared for me
Haters on me, but the comments just a glare to me
Rock and roller, cut the corners, when you nearing me, ain't no fear in me

Life's not fair
Light ain't always bright, there's only darkness here
Didn't trust my mission, but my notes were clear
Took a whole lotta heartbreak
Time was Near I had to overcome my L's the hard way

I used to have enemies, but now I need a driveway
Used to wanna cuff these bitches, but now I fuck em sideways
Used to cut my class, but now I'm sticking to that high grade
Glowing up, getting paid, write em up, every day

Pour up the, like I'm Weezy, but it's in reason, don't resent me now
Walking on dreams, got me healing, feel like I'm gleaming, no you can't put me out
Demonstrate for me, that effort for attention you been searching for
Plan in motion, effort ain't enough, I'm going through the door

You know I been going dumb, aye having fun
Turn my days to happy ones, aye with my ones
Glad I woke up to the sun, but it ain't enough
Aye, I ain't done, going dumb

Lately I been going dumb, aye run amuck
Feel like X, Tenacion, Yea I'm really glad
I woke up to the sun, but it ain't enough
Aye, I ain't done, going dumb