CAVERN (black)

Sometimes I just really wanna cry
Sometimes I really wanna fucking die
And really I don't know why
But I just wanna leave this life

I don't really get my purpose
Love is too confusing and don't have much time
So it's not really worth it
I go through this same fucking cycle
Every single day
Wanna pray or meditate
But
I don't give a shit!
Please end it, cause I'm not really feeling it
And by it
I mean life
Tie the noose
Or use a knife
A gun could be way more effective
Could just buy it
And choose the way I go
Like an elective, but...
What happens to my family
My friends
Today, they see me
Next day I'm fucking dead
Then I'm the one who filled them with dread
Please get these dark thoughts
Out of my head

And I'll tell you to
Let me go
But...
Please don't
No matter how hard I try to escape
Don't leave me alone
Don't leave me alone
Don't leave me alone

FUCK!
It's getting hard
Yeah it really fucking is
I'm on the verge of snapping like a fragile twig
What the fuck do I decide?
Don't wanna make people unhappy
But been contemplating suicide
Stuck to my bed, don't wanna leave
Fucking shoot myself in the head
But don't want anyone to grief
Happy on the outside
But got all of these shitty thoughts
Beneath my sleeve
Fuck it I'mma slit my wrist
God I'm such a fucking whiny bitch
Good family
Good friends
But I wanna be on the devil's list
I've been stuck under this thick mist
For a long time

FOR A LONG TIME
(How do I get out?)
FOR A LONG TIME
(How do I get out?)
FOR A LONG TIME
(How do I get out?)
FOR A LONG TIME



Credits
Writer(s): Mario Gomez Jr
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