Hard to Wake Up

My heart is in a dark place
I don't know if I can get over
The heartbreak, It's so cold
Now forget about the past life
The bad times
I am really not the dad type
But I mind, if you lie
And you cheat and you steal
And you fuck
Every guy on the street
When he gives you a look
You're a slut, you're a whore
You're a cunt, you're a bitch
Yeah I said it, you deserve it
And i meant every bit
Don't be coming back now
To re-write what you did
Everything is a lie
And you swore on your kids
I'm a parent
You don't what the fuck that is
Here's a phone, here's a drink
There's some snacks in the fridge
Now tell me what joy
Do you actually get
When you look into the mirror
And see a piece of shit
You don't like it you can change it
I really shouldn't judge you
Shit I still remember the days
I still loved you
I remember when we met
And you were
Hot enough to fuck you
But now I'm just disgusted
Ignore you in public
You hate me, I love it
I hope that you plummet
You played me but you could
Never break me shove it!

I put up with enough shit
Fuck it I am tired of it
I pulled this out the pit of my stomach
And lit a fire from it
I'm a make a couple of stacks
Then I'll retire from it
Now that I can open my eyes
I see the liars coming
I hit em with a full clip
You will never take me
I know if I was black
They'd be taking off the safety
Rest in peace to George Floyd
Fuck the police
I'm a watch it burn down
While they riot in the streets
Fuck the liars and the thieves
And the corporate elite
Kill the KKK
Leave em hanging in their sheets
While we march to the
White House, stomp your feet
All we want is justice
And a little bit of peace
Someone who can love us
And a little bit to eat
You may think we are weak
But together we are strong
Together we will win this fight
And live on
I know it's hard to wake up
That's why I write these songs