Demons

Said I've been steady drinking all this time
Tryna tame the demons in my mind
Don't know why I feel so lost, stuck living a lie
I try to drown it out but I still hear their rhymes
Here they go
Don't let go
They're coming
Can't hold em
Here they go
Don't let go
They're coming
You running

I took a few Ls, now it stands for lonely
No hate for the ones that loved me
Yeah it was fate, man that shit above me
Never too late, never was meant to be
Cause I couldn't see, I was blind to the key
Man I lost myself, I found anxiety
When you left, did it with a part of me
Another voice in my head, will I ever be free
Do better
More cheddar
He's badder
You're fatter
Your opinions
Don't matter
Man it's getting
Even louder
No one cares
You're a coward
Watch the stares
Now it's crowded
Are you scared
Think about it
Never stop
You're surrounded

Said I've been steady drinking all this time
Tryna tame the demons in my mind
Don't know why I feel so lost, stuck living a lie
I try to drown it out but I still hear their rhymes
Here they go
Don't let go
They're coming
Can't hold em
Here they go
Don't let go
They're coming
You running

See I'm running running from the past
No looking back, moving fast
Put that trauma in the bag
But you can never forget it, that's facts
Yeah I said it, it's the real truth
In life somebody gon hurt you
Now it could be because they desert you
Or they ain't do enough to prove worth to
And that's real shitty, it's a damn pity
I could've got used to those damn settings
All the mental abuse, thought I was winning
Now the demons in my mind, man they mad grinning
I was mad sinning, now karmas a bitch
Cliche or not, man it is what it is
Will it ever stop? If I could have one wish
Pass me the bottle, ah fuck it's finished

Said I've been steady drinking all this time
Tryna tame the demons in my mind
Don't know why I feel so lost, stuck living a lie
I try to drown it out but I still hear their rhymes
Here they go
Don't let go
They're coming
Can't hold em
Here they go
Don't let go
They're coming
You running