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He not boutta answer I don't know what I'm doing

Still got to let him know though

I woke up this morning And I'm feeling so good
Showing up so i can make sure that my dough good
I'm on my own I'm all alone I'm in my own woods
Grow my own so can i make sure that I toke good
I'm tryna stay on mine
I'm on my paper grind
Ain't tryna race
I keep my pace
I never stay behind
I behave like I been living off of borrowed time
Live everyday like I don't know what's in tomorrows eyes
Cause I ain't ever been the same since my cousin died
I hope you never feel the pain of when your brother does
I always tell him that I'll see you in another life
But for now ill let you sleep and sing my lullaby's
I cant even fake
Cause I know Im troubled
I could never say
That I didn't love you
I used to see you in my dreams
And I'd wake up befuddled
But now I see you and I use the pain to pop the the bubble

Now I look up to sky and hope we get a round 2
Cause I know this a fight we gotta fight without you
I never thought I'd have to live this life with out you
I wish that you could be with who your looking down to

And this gon be a long ride
I prolly haven't seen the darkest of hard times
You left a part of all your soul in where our hearts lie
I know you got us so i think we gon be alright

Why God always take the best?
Tried to smoke away my days
And damn near drank myself to death
Had to look right in the mirror and I put myself in check
Used to question why you left
But it was part of your quest
Got rewarded for the time you put in acing all your test
I just wish we got a warning bout that shock right to the chest
Who'd of thought that'd be the day that you would take ya last breath
And some days the pain is way too much to try and mask it
Yea sometimes the picture in my mind is just ya casket
Lived your life and I jus wish that sentence wasn't past tense
And I'm sorry brodie cause I still ain't learn ya dance yet
I jus hope you knew I loved you and thought you the damn best

Now I look up to sky and hope we get a round 2
Cause I know this a fight we gotta fight without you
I never thought I'd have to live this life without you
I wish that you could be with who your looking down to

And this gon be a long ride
I prolly haven't seen the darkest of hard times
You left a part of all your soul in where our hearts lie
I know you got us so i think we gon be alright

I can't even fake
Cause i know Im troubled
You could never say
That I didn't love him
Id always to see you in my dreams
And I'd wake up in puddles
But now i see you and i use the pain to pop the the bubble

We workin' on integrity
And our determination
We workin' on respect
And getting education
We workin' on ambition
We work with dedication
We workin' cause our soul soldiers giving motivation

I love you bro

Now I look up to sky and hope we get a round 2
Cause I know this a fight we gotta fight without you
I never thought I'd have to live this life with out you
I wish that you could be with who your looking down to

And this gon be a long ride
I prolly haven't seen the darkest of hard times
You left a part of all your soul in where our hearts lie
I know you got us so i think we gon be alright