Save As

Do I even want to hit save?
Do I even want it this way?

I guess this is what I always wanted
But just in case it's not, I'll be cautious
And I don't know what I was doin' before all this
And if I shut this down, what will they call this?

And do I even want it this way? (Do I even want it?)
Do I even want to hit save? (Do I even want to?)
Do I even feel the same way? (When I think about it)
The same way I felt yesterday (whoa)

I came this far, now I'm lookin' back
I never thought that would be the way I would react
I'm blind to the fact that I saw through
I'm pretty sure that anybody could see that
Stayed up with the paper all night long
I'm not the type to try to right my wrong's
If I ever said somethin' that was out of line
Then I just wrote another 'cause I gotta move on
I'm not the greatest artist (no)
But still got all regardless (whoa)
No doubt, I break my back
But it's 'cause I work the smartest (smartest)
Didn't want to disappoint my peers
Even though it'd took them years
They finally recognize my hard-drive
And realize, it's not smoke and mirrors

I think of that sometimes (whoa)
I think of that sometimes (whoa)
I remember when I had to wait in back of lines
But that's just how it is, man, that's the road I had to find
I'll reach the mountain top so I do not care how I climb

I guess this is what I always wanted (what I wanted, oh)
And just in case it's not, I'll be cautious (I'll be cautious, yeah)
I don't know what I was doin' before all this
And if I shut this down, what will they call this?

And do I even want it this way? (Do I even want it?)
Do I even want to hit save? (Do I even want to?)
Do I even feel the same way? (When I think about it)
The same way I felt yesterday (whoa)

'Cause they say it is
Say it is what I wanted
All along, along
Yeah, they say it is
Say it is what I wanted all along
All along, no, no

Look, if you ever find a way through the game (uh-huh)
Why the hell would you want to chase that? (Chase that)
I don't know, man, i must be crazy (crazy)
After all this, I click save as (save as)
I documented everythin' I want (I did)
I documented everythin' I lost (I did)
I guess it all makes sense though (it does)
Every luxury has a cost (cost)
What's it goin' to take to make me happy? (Who knows?)
What's it goin' to take to make me smile? (Who knows?)
By the time, I get what I want
Man, gettin' what you want is goin' to be out of style
All I had was a dollar and a dream (big dream)
But I wish that dream came quicker (yeah, yeah)
You know what I think the problem is? (Yeah, yeah)
The problem is that I got to dream bigger (yeah, yeah)

I think of that sometimes (whoa)
I think of that sometimes (whoa)
I remember when I had to wait in back of lines
But that's just how it is, man, that's the road I had to find
I'll reach the mountain top so I do not care how I climb

I guess this is what I always wanted
But just in case it's not, I'll be cautious
And I don't know what I was doin' before all this
And if I shut this down, what will they call this?

And do I even want it this way? (Do I even want it?)
Do I even want to hit save? (Do I even want to?)
Do I even feel the same way? (When I think about it)
The same way I felt yesterday (whoa)

'Cause they say it is
Say it is what I wanted all along
Yeah, they say it is
Say it is what I wanted all along
All along, no, no, no