My Anxiety

When bad things happen
I feel so scary and dark
That is why we must find the light
Ah-ha, found it!

In a grey room
Bus is leaving
Take a bite
And call it eating
Call it thrifty
Call it fashion
I just dress up
Pure compassion

Tell me why I'm choking on air
Simple fears of growing long hair
Anxiety, just leave me
I feel a thousand eyes staring at me
Waiting on the deep end
I can feel them creep in
Tell me I'm a failure
Why you think I defend?
Father times a hostage
Felt it all through college
Puking on the school bridge
Feeling sick, acknowledged

I fee like I'm supposed to be someone or be doing something
'Cause if I'm not, every time it's like a sting

Empty mailbox
Friends come near
Pack the bong
And smoke it clear
Call me lazy
Call me bad
Feeling numb
So I won't feel sad
Judge me from the outside
I'm not fine

Tell me why I'm stuck right here
Wasting time, but time's what I fear
Anxiety, just hear me
I feel a thousand eyen just staring at me
Waiting on the deep end
I can feel them creep in
Tell me I'm a failure
Why you think I defend?
Father times a hostage
Felt it all through college
Puking on the school bridge
Feeling sick acknowledged

Sleeping on a cold floor
Wishing life would have more
I can't even breathe now
Annie, can I sleep now?
Breath is kinda racing
Just hyperventilating
Sometimes I'm debating
If Ill end up graduating



Credits
Writer(s): Nathan Williams
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