Can't Look At The Stars

She's always in my head
In my head
Always in my head
In my head in my head
In my head
Always all in my head
In my head in my head my head

I hate to think about it daily, but you stay in my head
I still wonder what you think bout me
Do I have a chance?
Sometimes I grip this Hennessy, pretend like I never cared
I been sober for a minute and reality is settling, in my soul
This pain stay on me heavy but I guess I'll fill the role
See when I'm all alone, I know you'll always have my heart
And no other girls could love me, see I still feel that you're the one
See on a day to day, I can't relate to anybody here
See cause I was trynna fix a love I knew was doomed to fail
You had told me that you loved me, when you're lonely, yeah you lied to me
That blame was all on me
I spent the longest chunk of time believing me the villain
Told myself I ain't deserve nobody on my side
If I had a dollar every time I hurt myself I'd make a killing
Guess I'll just monetize the trauma turn lack of sense to commas

And I don't know where I'm going
Sometimes I just gotta roam
Open wind all in my hair be showing all your lies
I still got some pics of you, too hard to cut off the ties
I won't front about the shit, sometime I still fantasize
Pull out my Swishers my second habit, it's bad
Fuck it man, I picked it up from watching my mom and dad
Blow the smoke with hollow breaths it's hard to look at the sky
Exhaling all the pain and I just can't believe my eyes

And I can't look at the stars because you're looking at em too
And I've been going so hard
Can't seem to get over you
Can't seem to let go
But do I want to?
And I can't look at the stars because you're looking at em too
And I've been going so hard
Can't seem to get over you
Can't seem to let go
But do I want to?

She told me she got options
And niggas in her DMs that'll only treat her right
Well I'm not afraid to say I lurked all on her page and saw it
And I search for her in all the curves of all the girls I use it's
Man it's low-key abusive, the way I treat em, I'm fucked
It's so much deeper than the hole you left inside of me
Abandonment issues and my anxiety
Why you feel like it's okay to break my soul, then take a piece?
Now I gotta build my heart and fill in what you left of me
That shit's emasculating, but I know you're better off well
The vices versa the vices all in my verses, you
You gave me purpose, but purpose just ain't enough
I gave you everything, and still you blame what I've become a
A selfish monster, if monsters selfish then what are you?
Childish arguments, man yo love ain't enough
Why you think I broke from you whenever going got rough?

And I don't know where I'm going
Sometimes I just gotta roam
Open wind all in my hair be showing all your lies
I still got some pics of you, too hard to cut off the ties
I won't front about the shit, sometime I still fantasize
Pull out my Swishers my second habit, it's bad
Fuck it man, I picked it up from watching my mom and dad
Blow the smoke with hollow breaths it's hard to look at the sky
Exhaling all the pain and I just can't believe my eyes

And I can't look at the stars because you're looking at em too
And I've been going so hard
Can't seem to get over you
Can't seem to let go
But do I want to?
And I can't look at the stars because you're looking at em too
And I've been going so hard
Can't seem to get over you
Can't seem to let go
But do I want to?
And I can't look at the stars because you're looking at em too
And I've been going so hard
Can't seem to get over you
Can't seem to let go
But do I want to?
And I can't look at the stars because you're looking at em too
And I've been going so hard
Can't seem to get over you
Can't seem to let go
But do I want to?

All alone you're in my head
All alone you're in my head
All alone you're in my head
All alone you're in my head yeah
All alone you're in my head
All alone you're in my head
All alone you're in my head
My head
In my head