lost between

I remember
Everything a little bit brighter than this
And I remember
The feeling of your touch on my wrist

December comes and I go crazy
Everything stops, I feel like you hate me
I remember everything caving
I remember everything caving

And I can still feel the pressure
Weighing down on my chest, oh no
It's not getting any better
No, it's not, oh

So, would you tell me I'm wrong?
Can't stop thinking that I'm not worth saving
Here on my own
Here on my own
Why do I still feel so lost between
Who I am and who you wanted me to be?

So tell me I'm wrong now
Tell me you're gone now
Sing me a song that we used to sing
And follow along now
Follow along now
I hate the way you feel so differently

And it's been so long
No love for a place you showed me
The scent of the ocean stained my skin
Time moves on but the wounds heal slowly

So, would you tell me I'm wrong?
Can't stop thinking that I'm not worth saving
Here on my own
Here on my own
Why do I still feel so lost between
Who I am and who you wanted me to be?

And I've gotta know
Does your heart still speak my name?
And I've gotta know
Did the cold freeze up your mind and wash me away?

And I can still feel the pressure
Weighing down on my chest, oh no
It's not getting any better
No, it's not, oh

So, would you tell me I'm wrong?
Can't stop thinking that I'm not worth saving
Here on my own
Here on my own
Why do I still feel so lost between
Who I am and who you wanted me to be?

And I remember
Everything a little bit brighter than this
And I remember
The feeling of your touch on my wrist