Marionette (For Strings)

I don't wanna feel this again
Waiting around, I fall for a second
Please don't leave me in the cold

I don't really know but I'll try to remember
Walking really slow, I'm just gonna try until December
Watching paint dry on my hands
Wasteland, I'm gonna try growing if I can

(I don't want to know
Tell me all the things that I wrote down
When your heart feels cold
Nothing else feels different)

Slowly turning purple, walking round in circles
As I try to find my place in line
Spaceman, watching paint dry on my hands
Wasteland, I'm gonna keep growing if I can

Walking round in circles
Come on, I'm ready to go

Twisting to direction, trying to make connections
That I think that you'd want me to know
Casting shadows, hoping they stick to the wall
Something to hold onto when I fall
Underneath the sunrise, you told me it's high tide
Told me that you'd leave if I didn't go
[unintelligible] hoping that you'd understand
The point of writing our names in the sand

Some kind of synthesis I forgot
Flowers gone off, the wreath fell off the truck
When I'm alone, I meant to try
Then I forgot to make it right

I don't want to, I don't need to
I don't know if I'm alright
Give me a minute, I can go
We can go
I can go outside
The way I feel inside
I don't think I'm gonna go
Thanks for driving home